Tuesday, February 3, 2009

R U ANGRY ??

R U ANGRY??


well,
you must be thinking what kind of post is this ??

It's just because of the incident at the college today..

Our gang was sitting in the recess, and we planned to go and play carom..
It was well and good,
and don't know what happen that many of our gang ended in the class with some people angry, furious, sad, and hurt..

Yeah, i know it's dramatic..
But what was about to follow is more dramatic..

So, after the class..
the game of 'KISS AND MAKE UP' started..

And everything ended fine..
But then when everything was back to normal..

I got bugged by some internal demons..
and blasted on people..

Now, i realize i was wrong..

I misread simple jokes and felt them as insult..
WHY??
don't know..

I was boiling and treated my friends wrongly whom i really love..
I was something i don't know..
It was really dreadful what happened.. But what can i do now??

So, it taught me one thing,
never be angry..

It makes you such a wrong person such a devilish person you never want to be..
Life can change upside down in single moments of anger..
And you could damage some relations you respect and love..
And that damage is so severe, that it is never mended.

Friends,
I AM SORRY..
NEVER MEANT TO BE LIKE THIS
OR BEHAVE LIKE THIS..

IT WAS NOT ME..
NOT SAURABH
NOT JAMMY

BUT,
SOME DEVILISH CREATURE..

SOME 'AATMA' (SPIRIT) took control of me..
SORRY..

I AM REALLY FEELING A FOOLISH PERSON NOW..
I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND...

FORGIVE YOUR friend...

Saurabh...