messed up..

I don't know WHY???
But, yes recently I am feeling messed up.

I want to do loads of stuff, i have a huge to-do list..
But nothing is happening..

Life is looking to me nothing but mess..

I want to learn programming languages...
But that's not working out...

I want to learn to play guitar,
but not even bought one....

I am screaming robotics robotics for past some months now...      
and in even that,
have not done anything significant...

Start everything, but leave it in mid-way...
Everything's scattered...
It's aahh...
I can't even express it in words...

The feeling is eating me from inside..

I don’t know What to do???

What to do…???

WHAT TO DO..??

Help me…

Please…   Help me…

Please...